i need a new environment.
i dont like rushy mornings, i dont like cramped messy rooms, i dont like family members who dont care, i dont like having to plug in my earphones in the morning and seem like everythings okay, when the truth is, im just using the music to block out the things that i face, the things i just dont want to deal with. Bad things. And all the time, haha i cant even use most of the time, the music i listen to, are relatively slow,emotional songs,i wouldnt say sad, and because i just nee the low acoustic beat to calm my nerves down. At the same time, the lyrics, is my feelings being sang into my ears.
im not perfect but ill keep trying cause thats what i said i would do from the start.
Sometimes people get blamed for the things they dont do, and no matter how perfect you are, i believe you have been through that. Unfortunately,im one of those who experiences it everyday,everytime.ok maybe not everyday. hahahaha, but the feeling of being accused is definitely not something anyone would like to face. i dont like it. i guess because im the one who knows the truth. the big picture, while sometimes a certain someone who blames you for whatever reason, it doesnt feel right because the person dont know the real reason.
While you do, the accused. . Fighting back, is sometimes not the way out. because youre in the wrong already.
Life sucks? tell me about it.
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